Tuesday, November 25, 2008

The List

Three things remain on my list. There are two of them I feel I need to remove. As my year has gone by so have my needs and things I want to accomplish. My home is something I wish was different but also is a place for us to live so I can’t complain. At the very least I have a loving home with my beautiful child. I don’t see the repairs being attended to until the spring. There is snow everywhere and the roof can’t be fixed until the snow disappears. My son’s room is painted and honestly that’s enough for me right now. I don’t feel like I will be in this home for many years to come so right now I don’t need the house painted. So two things on my list are now gone as I feel the need to take them off.

All that is left, for me, is my trip to the Bahamas. My hope is that the money will be there when needed for food and to pay off the rest of my flight. Thanks to Angela I have paid for the flight and only have her to pay back. I tell yah I have the best boss ever! I have money saved up for food and hope by the time I go, there will be more saved. I am looking forward to going on my first plane trip to a hot and sunny destination and being away on my own for the first time in my life!

When I return I think I will start a new list. This time, however, I think I will put together ten major things I would like to manifest. I really love the way things have worked out. I know that anything that doesn’t turn out the way I have asked was not meant to be. So I will continue to ask for the things I truly want and hope for the best.

Can’t wait to share my Bahamas stories with you!

Monday, November 3, 2008

Oh Boy!

Well, another month has slipped through my fingers and I haven’t written very much. I have to admit, this month was a lot of hard work and some ups and downs. I don’t think I would have been able to keep up with everything even if I did find time to write. It has been a fast month but an amazing one. Healing takes time and I did some of that in October.

I truly believe we are always healing, even the greatest healers of all time still find time to reflect and look at what needs to be released. So I spent some time just quiet and still in between busy days. Now I’m ready to bust out and share with you again, so look out!

Where to start then? I think I may just go with what happened this weekend because it is something on my list. I think the universe just decided what I really needed and gave it to me. So I totally don’t believe in coincidences and just thought I would establish that first. I was getting ready Friday night for my best friends Halloween party. I had my costume on, one that matched my best friends, and our other friend had his on too. We all dressed up as baseball players on the same team. It was going to be so much fun.

I called her before we left to tell her how funny we looked. Her response was “Oh you guys are trying on the costumes for tomorrow night!?” WHAT? It seems she had changed the date on her facebook group page but I never saw it. I was totally disappointed, I couldn’t make it Saturday night and neither could the other person on the team. After planning our costumes together, for the second year in a row, the night seemed ruined.

Thank goodness my friend mentioned another party we could go to. I was still upset but happy I could stay dressed up and use my costume that night. So we headed out to a different party. Now if I had read the facebook page and saw the date change I would not have gone to this other party. And I would not have met a guy!

So I have met someone, just starting to talk nothing serious obviously. But so much fun! Last night he took me to a martial arts studio and we played with a giant soccer ball, played dodge ball and jumped into a boxing ring. Well we didn’t exactly start boxing or anything, I think it’s used for wrestling too, but we did hang out and have a lot of laughs. Just what I needed so badly, to not be so serious and just have some fun. Yeppie!

Again, if I had read my emails and facebook I would not have met this new person. How cool is divine timing, I really needed to bring some playing into my world and here it is. I really hope to play some more and look forward to, at the very least, having a new friend to have good times with. It’s also sweet to be back in the dating scene. I’m so ready!

I’m checking a boy off my list. This leaves me with 3 things left!

Monday, October 6, 2008

October Already?

Wow did September ever fly by!?? I’m super ready for some Thanksgiving food and good friends and family. Oh and an extra day off doesn’t hurt either. Yes, and look out because a Halloween party has been initiated by my best friend. Should be good times all month long.

Back to my list of, now four, things I would like. I have to say I was going to work on the painting party and fixing up my leaky room and instead have chosen another route. What do I really want? What will make me as happy as I was at those concerts? Bahamas baby! So I am manifesting and working on bringing in the money to go to the Bahamas.

My first plan of attack for this is buying 50/50 draw tickets from my boss, winner gets $30,000! We have made a deal that if she wins she will pay for my trip to the Bahamas and if I win I will pay for her to go. Opps I mean, when I win!

I have also started changing my thank you’s. Every morning, on the way to work, I say thank you for all I have. And when I do this boy do I realize how much I already have. However I am changing them to appreciation for things I want as if I already have them. Thank you for all the money I have which allows me to do whatever I want. Thank you for all the trips I have taken, Bahamas was the best! You can really have fun with it and it makes you feel so good about life. It's exciting and gets you in an upbeat mood.

I’ve also been making sure I have 40 hours of work every week. This has meant I come in Saturday’s for a couple of hours. I totally don’t mind because I love my job and want to put in all the effort I can to ensure its continued success. This also shows the universe I am putting forth all I’ve got to bringing in my wealth. I’m not worried about how it comes, I’ll take the $30,000, but I am doing my part to take action in accomplishing it.

Oh, I’ve also been saying thank you for the amazing guy who has come into my life. Just to add that in so when he does everyone knows I’ve taken part in that too. I think I’ve changed that one on the list, I want someone to end up as more than a friend. But I won’t go there ‘till later. Take Care.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Concerts

Sorry I have not filled everyone in on my New Kids adventure, I was sick all last week. Not to sick to see the boys back together again though. Twice!!! Yes that’s right; I ended up going to two, out of three, of their concerts in Toronto. How did I manage this? Believing in it and playing a role in trying to get it. Let me explain.

Last Wednesday we had a huge event for work, something we were waiting for all year. I became ill the night before and by morning could barely lift my head. For some reason, unknown to me, I wasn’t meant to go. I was really upset for a bit then realized that maybe there was an amazing reason for me not going and accepted my situation.

As I was making lunch I received a phone call. My brother Tommy had found me two tickets for the Thursday evening concert! I couldn’t believe it; I was going to be at the opening concert for their tour. And for free, completely unexpected! I was so excited I called my mom at work right away to share with her my news. She ended up not being there but did return my call about an hour later.

She had been waiting in line, at work, for New Kids On The Block tickets they were giving out to the employees! She offered to go with me to the Thursday night concert as well. Now I had four extra tickets and I only set out to get one! How fabulous did I feel that I could manifest so much? And, by the way, my jacket never did sell and I’m kinda thinking of keeping it.

The concerts were so wonderful. It was truly a dream come true and I got to experience it twice. I am still on cloud 9 and can’t seem to come down. I wish all of you the best in obtaining all your dreams and just hope you understand how it works. It is possible to do anything, it really truly is.

Friday, September 5, 2008

Can it get even better?

So it’s been a crazy week of getting back to school routines and waking up that little bit earlier to make lunches, and so on for many of us with children. It has been a cool week for me as I let my son go a little as he has started grade one. For a single mom it has been hard being both parents this week but as a reminder of my hard work I hear nothing but praise from his new teacher and after school caregiver. So I’ve done a great job and am so proud when I hear how amazing my son is! And he becomes a little more independent and I take a little step back. It’s neat how it all works and I am in awe at the whole process of growing up.

Now, back to my list of wishes. I have to admit I’m still stuck on the New Kids On The Block. I hate to keep on this one for so many entries but I haven’t thought about the other things on the list as I am sooooo distracted. This is a dream come true, them getting back together, it’s like the Beatles of my generation. Well maybe not as talented but just as dreamy. So I decided yesterday afternoon that I am going to meet the guys. It may be the last chance I ever get and I’m not going to let it slide by. Of course after saying this to Angela yesterday I realized I had no idea how to make it happen. I just put it out there and let it go.

Now at home, the little guy asleep, I sit at the computer for my daily facebook fix. The first thing on my list of what my friends are up to is that a good friend of my has joined a group. The Donnie Walberg New Kids After Party! What? There is an after party with the New Kids. They must be joking or it’s a fake party. Of course, after speaking to my friend and looking into the group on facebook, I am happy to find out it is for real!

I am going, and all I want is to see them. No expectations. My dream would be to somehow get up close and meet them. Of course with no expectations if it is meant to be it will happen, I will ask my angels to make it happen and I will take action on my part to be there and be noticed. Which for those of you who know me this is never a problem.

Hope all is well with everyone and I will be back with all the juicy details after the New Kids weekend! Remember to keep asking for what you want and going for the opportunities that present themselves instead of thinking of what could have been if you only tried.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Ticket

So I have paid for my ticket. This wasn't anything magical, its just that I could actually afford it so I just gave her the money! I thought I would be dealing with a scalper and have to pay some outrageous amount. Nope. I got it for what its worth and again a HUGE thanks to Alyson and her sister, who by the way is using the $50 tickets to still go but is allowing me to use the floor seat. I love my life, look out here come the New Kids!!!!!!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

NKOTB

Oh, for those of you who are not sure what that means it’s of course New Kids On The Block. Just two days after posting my tour jacket for sale on the free classified “kijiji” website, I have found myself a ticket to the concert! Now the ticket will cost me some money, however when I sell my jacket I will be well on my way to paying for it. I’m also going to post an ad to sell my New Kid dolls and tour book!

This ticket is because of a beautiful woman I know, Alyson Joy (www.felinity.ca). Her sister can no longer attend the concert and has a FLOOR SEAT available!!!!! I also will be able to go with Alyson, meaning I won’t be in this alone. If anyone else needs tickets they have extras for $50 in the 300’s. Just email me at selfdiscover@angeladacey.com and I will hook you up with the tickets. They are for the September 19th show in Toronto. And thank you so much Alyson, this is truly a dream come true for me. Also it is the first thing to be “checked” off my list, only four more to go! I will definitely let everyone know how the money for the ticket comes. I bet its super cool.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Hangin Tough

Just a quick note to promote my classified ad on the kijiji website. For those of you who don’t know what kijiji is wake up! Just kidding. It’s a website that allows you to post ads for free. I’m selling my tour jacket with the hopes of getting a ticket to the New Kids On The Block concert in Toronto. So here’s the link, spread the word please.

http://toronto.kijiji.ca/c-buy-and-sell-clothing-New-Kids-On-The-Block-official-Tour-Jacket-1989-1990-W0QQAdIdZ69285250

Friday, August 15, 2008

I'm Back

I’m back from a wonderful camping trip and feeling refreshed and ready to tackle anything. I really think we should take more time off away from the noise of daily life. It was so nice to be around wildlife, trees, and tons of fresh air. We were in a cabin with beds and electricity but no plumbing. Just enough for a great shelter from any rain that may come our way. Of course we lucked out and it didn’t rain during the day. Really cool thunder and lightning storm but no rain. It was as if a bubble had covered us and kept us dry and happy.

Now as far as my five “requests” so far not much has happened. I have faith that they will happen and I am actually getting excited at the prospect of seeing The New Kids On The Block again. Although when I saw them, at twelve years old, they were so far away they looked about 3 inches tall! Now I can’t wait for the chance to see them bigger than ever. So I’ve decided I need to take action to make it happen and set my intention. I’m going to take a picture of my “Hangin’ Tough” tour jacket, purchased from the last concert I barely saw them at, and place it on eBay for sale. This is in the hopes to get enough money to buy a ticket from a scalper before the concert.

The cool thing about setting an intention and taking action is sometimes you end up with more then you set out to get. Just like when I won two prizes instead of the one I had “intended” to win. It may not come from my eBay sale; the ticket(s) may come another way but only because I played a part in it. You can’t just ask for stuff an expect it to come while you sit patiently and wait. You have to get out there and try your best, if it’s for your greater good it will happen. And maybe in ways you never imagined. It’s not up to us to know how, just to try our best.

So again, I will keep everyone posted on how things are going. My goal here is to let others see the magic that happens to me all the time so they too can experience it. Even just by reading a positive message you are changing your thinking, even just for that brief moment.

Talk Soon!

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Let's Test This Out

First I would like to send a big “love yah” to all my family and friends who have given me such beautiful feedback. Wow you guys are really reading my stuff! Just kidding. Thank you for your kind words, it means a lot to me.

So I’m attending a Jack and Jill recently and at the door everyone receives one ticket with a number on it. This is for all the prizes they will be giving away all night. You are of course encouraged to buy more tickets to increase your chances. Well because I almost always get what I want (if it’s for my greater good) I decided I was going to win a prize with just my one ticket. I walked over to the tables of prizes and chose a really nice “girly” shirt that had a lot of rainbow colours on a black background. If you know me from the Soul Sauna workshop the name I picked was Rainbow Girl. With this in mind I told my best friend Anthony (shout out to T), “I’m going to get this shirt tonight; this is the one I want!” He smiled and probably thought, here she goes again.

Now I truly believe that you can get what you want. You really have to know you deserve it, one huge issue I personally have had for a long time. I think its getting better though, as I walked out that night with two prizes and only one ticket.

The first time they were calling out ticket numbers no one was responding. Most people were outside smoking. I licked the back of my ticket and stuck it to my forehead! I was seated right in front of the guy who was calling the numbers and I hinted that he could see my ticket number with it facing towards him. No one came up after many, many numbers and finally the guy said “The next person who……..” Without even enough time to finish his sentence I was up there! I got first pick from all the prizes and there I was wearing my rainbow shirt.

Later in the evening a guy won two prizes in a row. He was standing behind me after claiming his prizes and I heard him laugh to himself. I jokingly asked him if he had just won a third prize and he replied yes. But he said he wasn’t going to claim it because he felt bad, so I asked him if I could have the ticket. He gave it to me! So I went up and claimed a second prize for myself!!!!

I’ve said it before and I will say it again, I am living proof that this stuff works! So I have a fun game we can play. I am going to list some things I am hoping will happen, and remember I took an active role in obtaining those prizes. The opportunities always present themselves; it’s up to us to take action. I will share with all of you when each one becomes true. I also believe that if it’s for my greater good it will happen, so I have no expectations and know that if one thing doesn’t happen it is for a greater reason then I may know right now. So here they are:

1. I am planning a trip to the Bahamas in December. I’m asking for the money to come so I can pay for all my needs.
2. I want to go one of the New Kids On The Block concerts in September when they come to Toronto.
3. I had some rain damage in a room in our house and I would like the Property Management to replace the carpet soon so I can put everything back in the room.
4. I would love a successful painting party & all the right colours for cheap (Re-Store or Opps Paint)
5. Fun with a boy! Meet someone who likes to do fun and exciting things so I can have a break once and awhile. With the hope of a least becoming amazing friends.

And that’s it for now. I will check back in after our camping trip next week. Take Care.

Sole Custody

Just a quick note to everyone, yesterday I was awarded sole custody of my son. It has taken me a year but it was worth every second!! I am so happy and excited for our future. Now we can move on with our family and hopefully make a brand new one. Who knows what the future holds, only time will tell. At least I’ve got my baby, or as he would have it, my big boy.

Friday, July 25, 2008

Let's Get Started!

Hey Beautiful People!

So this is my place to say what I need to say, which for a lady who talks too much is a good thing. Funny enough one of the Naturopathic doctors I visit suggested writing in a journal. This is something I have a hard time with but realized I needed to stimulate my mind more. I’m very intelligent but end up filling up my day with “tasks” and not much difficult thinking is done in a day. So I’m very excited to be able to write out my weekly adventures, and hopefully give a little hope to others who find life a rollercoaster of emotions and situations.

So let’s get acquainted better. Hopefully you’ve read a little about me on http://www.angeladacey.com/ For anyone who found this blog without reading it first go back and read! I’d love to start this with a quick run down of the things that have happened to me since I started working for Angela last October.

I always knew I was an amazing person, deep, deep down. I just didn’t want to believe it because of outside circumstances. I always thought that there was something better out there I just had lost faith in it because it felt like the world was out to get me. It’s important you know that I had a lot of negative stuff to clear. When I began working with Angela, although I was very capable of the administrative and public relation parts, I had a messy life. I feel like she took her time and walked me through the beginning of a magical journey, a journey of self discovery. A journey I now find myself thoroughly enjoying each and everyday for the rest of my life!

Through workshops, counselling and Alternative Health Care many beautiful things have happened.



  • Left bad relationship for good

  • Going for "soul" custody of my son (sole)

  • Moved from 2 bedroom apartment to 3 bedroom house for same price
  • First garden I’ve ever had out front of new house

  • Won a years worth of Campbell’s Soup!!

  • Alicia Keys Concert, life dream to see her playing the piano live

  • My dad’s car sold a week after I “asked” for it too……….parents found a car a week after that….my mom gave me her car!

  • A friend gave me 4 huge bags of designer clothing!!!!!! Everything is my perfect size, I feel like a million bucks

  • I met Jack Canfield, who inspired me from the beginning in the movie “The Secret” and I said I wanted to meet under a year ago

  • I get the best parking spots ever! My friends think I’m crazy but I always get a spot out front of anywhere. If the lot is full, someone always pulls out in front of me.

  • I really wanted a palm pilot to keep track of Angela’s schedule anywhere I go. Her mother-in-law decided she no longer needed hers as she never uses it; she gave it to Angela who now lets me use it everyday! I’ve always wanted one, I need reminders of everything, I love it!

I really could write so many more, but what I’ve decided to do is keep a monthly blog to continue my amazing experiences in more detail. So as it happens to me you are going to hear about it. I hope I didn’t leave out any that should have been mentioned so don’t mind me if I add some oldies but goodies every once an awhile. I really, truly, believe that what Angela has taught me has helped me to attract all these events. I not only work here but I’m a client too! Enjoy life and don’t forget to look up!


Christina
Vice President of Business Operations
Heaven & Earth Inc.