Tuesday, November 25, 2008

The List

Three things remain on my list. There are two of them I feel I need to remove. As my year has gone by so have my needs and things I want to accomplish. My home is something I wish was different but also is a place for us to live so I can’t complain. At the very least I have a loving home with my beautiful child. I don’t see the repairs being attended to until the spring. There is snow everywhere and the roof can’t be fixed until the snow disappears. My son’s room is painted and honestly that’s enough for me right now. I don’t feel like I will be in this home for many years to come so right now I don’t need the house painted. So two things on my list are now gone as I feel the need to take them off.

All that is left, for me, is my trip to the Bahamas. My hope is that the money will be there when needed for food and to pay off the rest of my flight. Thanks to Angela I have paid for the flight and only have her to pay back. I tell yah I have the best boss ever! I have money saved up for food and hope by the time I go, there will be more saved. I am looking forward to going on my first plane trip to a hot and sunny destination and being away on my own for the first time in my life!

When I return I think I will start a new list. This time, however, I think I will put together ten major things I would like to manifest. I really love the way things have worked out. I know that anything that doesn’t turn out the way I have asked was not meant to be. So I will continue to ask for the things I truly want and hope for the best.

Can’t wait to share my Bahamas stories with you!

Monday, November 3, 2008

Oh Boy!

Well, another month has slipped through my fingers and I haven’t written very much. I have to admit, this month was a lot of hard work and some ups and downs. I don’t think I would have been able to keep up with everything even if I did find time to write. It has been a fast month but an amazing one. Healing takes time and I did some of that in October.

I truly believe we are always healing, even the greatest healers of all time still find time to reflect and look at what needs to be released. So I spent some time just quiet and still in between busy days. Now I’m ready to bust out and share with you again, so look out!

Where to start then? I think I may just go with what happened this weekend because it is something on my list. I think the universe just decided what I really needed and gave it to me. So I totally don’t believe in coincidences and just thought I would establish that first. I was getting ready Friday night for my best friends Halloween party. I had my costume on, one that matched my best friends, and our other friend had his on too. We all dressed up as baseball players on the same team. It was going to be so much fun.

I called her before we left to tell her how funny we looked. Her response was “Oh you guys are trying on the costumes for tomorrow night!?” WHAT? It seems she had changed the date on her facebook group page but I never saw it. I was totally disappointed, I couldn’t make it Saturday night and neither could the other person on the team. After planning our costumes together, for the second year in a row, the night seemed ruined.

Thank goodness my friend mentioned another party we could go to. I was still upset but happy I could stay dressed up and use my costume that night. So we headed out to a different party. Now if I had read the facebook page and saw the date change I would not have gone to this other party. And I would not have met a guy!

So I have met someone, just starting to talk nothing serious obviously. But so much fun! Last night he took me to a martial arts studio and we played with a giant soccer ball, played dodge ball and jumped into a boxing ring. Well we didn’t exactly start boxing or anything, I think it’s used for wrestling too, but we did hang out and have a lot of laughs. Just what I needed so badly, to not be so serious and just have some fun. Yeppie!

Again, if I had read my emails and facebook I would not have met this new person. How cool is divine timing, I really needed to bring some playing into my world and here it is. I really hope to play some more and look forward to, at the very least, having a new friend to have good times with. It’s also sweet to be back in the dating scene. I’m so ready!

I’m checking a boy off my list. This leaves me with 3 things left!